| It's been so long since I've visited this blog again. So long that I forgot it existed, until I felt terrible tonight and I had the urge to write it all out.
Why is it that relationship troubles can keep you up all night? I was dead tired earlier, but it's past five in the morning and I still haven't cracked open a yawn. Sometimes I wish I could just cry myself to sleep...at least then I'd be asleep. Instead, I get to stay up all night, feeling miserable.
I've spent more than two years and a half with my current boyfriend, and it's usually the most amazing thing ever. But sometimes, he can be so inconsiderate, and I am always the one left awake late at night in tears. It's hard to know when to let go. How do you ever know? It could be a mistake that I finally let him go...what if we could have worked it out? Then again, it could be a mistake that I won't let him go...what if this is only adding to my misery and unhealthy state of mind?
I feel terrible. Why won't you just let me sleep?
|
| |
| Seeing as I'm not the only one who likes to dip fries in sundaes, I suppose it's not THAT weird.
So lemme see if I can think of something weirder. Oh, yesterday I ate spaghetti with a few broken hot cheetos. That's pretty weird 
I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too! |
| |
| No, seeing as I already feel guilty for not becoming a physician. I feel guilty because I feel like I *should* become a physician to help others. But honestly, I don't think that career path is something for me personally. I can't deal with it.
It's okay though, because I feel like there is something else out there that will both fit my interests and help others. Right now? I'm aiming for a neurologist.
So obviously, endorsing in something *dangerous* is out of the question. I feel guilty enough as it is.
I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too! |
| |
| I was going to say enough to pay for college, but then again, college wouldn't work very well without a computer... Homework, research, class schedules, typing essays, etc.
Yeah... I guess a year without a computer in this modern world is not as easy as we would think.
I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too! |
| |
| ha ha. I was about to answer this question, but then I realized if I did that it would defeat the purpose of my Xanga (this is an anonymous blog)  I just found that kind of humorous.
I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too! |
| |
